I Am Not My Father.

I guess there's no point of being angry. My family simply do not understand! So there is no point being angry at what they do because they just don't get it at all even after explaining so many times.

Thank God I learn to give in. Just by giving in, I'll show them that I am respecting them and the nonsensical conversation will end. Killing two birds with one stone.

I just hope that my brother will not end up blaming them for not scolding him when he was gaming away. And I hope that he'll be able to take things more seriously rather than gaming his whole life away.

I've done what I could to stop, but it is always my parents that do not simply understand the fact that he is not studying, which is why he failed! Not because I did not tutor him!

There are so many things that I could say about my Dad but I want to draw a line. I do not want to be like him, I want to be better. No, I am not dishonoring him neither am I defying. I believe that it is not the way to be a father and I believe I will be better.

When he does not encourage, affirm and understand me, He does.

Oh by the way, "I Am Not My Father" is a book by Paul Scanlon.