This Is It

I've watched the movie!

Man, it's simply amazing. The singing and the visual effects. WOW.

Mankind

Without food, man will go hungry.
Without water, man will thirst.
Without warmth, man will feel cold.
Without light, man will live in darkness.
Without oxygen, man will suffocate.
Without fun, man will become bored.
Without love, man will not go on.
Without curiosity, man will never discover.
Without knowledge, man is powerless.

Without God, man can do nothing.

Giant Leap.

Like what Armstrong said, one giant leap!

Can now fully dive into the project.

Concept's finalized.

Initiating research and documenting.

Poster, Stamps, Badges, Booklet, Special Invitation Card.

Doing it with style, just like Star Trek - Stylo Milo.

What?

What's this feeling?

I have no idea. This feeling will be here whenever ISP comes along.

So mixed. So messy. So (insert word here).

Integrated Studio Project - Year 2

It is here.

ISP 2A. (Integrated Studio Project Year 2 Part A)

Title: CELEBRATION

We have to do:

1. 2 A3 Poster or 1 Hanging Mobile

2. A Booklet (8 pages minimum, can be folded from a poster)

3. Invitation Card + Entrance Ticket (combined)

4. 3 Postcards or something else that you want to suggest.

This time round isn't that easy anymore. It's SUPER CRAZY!

When it was the final assessment, we all felt as if we were already having ISP. But here comes the real deal! The real ISP. I am already feeling the pressure, predicting the days I can't sleep, planning the places I have to go, considering the amount of work and research I have to do.

Yet another crazy topic to work on. Yet another big challenge that I am facing. I have to do better. I want to do better than anyone else. I WANT TO GET BETTER GPA!

I've 2.6 GPA previously and I'm hoping for at least a 3 this time round.

I've been thinking of doing about Apollo 11. The anniversary event of the first man landed on moon!

Ugh, hopefully I would get the result I want - the intended idea that I have in mind would be able to be executed.

I can do it.

Faith

Stuck

I feel stuck.

On one hand, I have studies to cope. Which is so time consuming.

On the other hand, I want to rise up. I want to do more for God. I want to get to point that I can get my friends and families saved.

Always, I would do my best. I pray. I fast. I tithe. I would do all my best to stay righteous and blameless. But am I righteous and blameless? Many would say yes and I do believe that.

If I am not, tell me, where are the things I should change.

Recently, Pastor had been sharing about Job. I would compare myself with him although I do not own the riches and royalties neither do I have sons and daughters and even married. But I do compare myself with his righteousness and doing his best and loving God wholeheartedly at the same time.

But in his next phase of that comes the trails and tribulations.

This is the thing that has not come to me yet. I believe it will come at some point of time. Like Job, after going through all the crap he turned out to become a better person, someone that can daringly say that he loves God wholeheartedly even without everything and with all kinds of sicknesses.

When will this phase come to me? Or will it not come?

Will it only come when I tell my Mum that I want to be baptized and I want to stay rooted in the Church?

I feel stuck, I don't feel that I am growing anymore. I've been doing my best. But maybe I can still stretch further. Squeezing bible reading and longer quiet time everyday into my schedule. How I wish I can easily balance out everything.

I want to move on, move further, get into the next phase, to progress, to rise up. But I do not know what else I can do.

Gah, this is just some dilemma thingy that I'm experiencing.

Capacity

Thank God for this week!

Going for the morning prayer meeting every morning is sure tiring and taxing but it was all worthwhile.

Prayer really makes a big difference.

Just yesterday, it was my assessment.

"Guys, don't worry. If your stuff are not on the table means we've taken it. It's been selected."

When all of us was asked to collect back our stuff, mine wasn't there at all. And I mean all 3 of my works are gone. I was stunned for awhile.

Praise God for that!!! It's really favor from the assessing lecturers! What's amazing is that they are module heads! They are known to be strict and yet.. Thank God!

And in the night, it was amazing. Refreshing and renewing.

Cellgroup meeting was really great. The sermon is really really good.

I want to do more. I am not satisfied where I am. I want to progress in God.

I want to hear Him say "Well Done".

It has been tiring but it was all worthwhile. My body is tired, worn out and sick. But God made all the difference.

2 days for me to rest for the 3 weeks of hell - Integrated Studio Project.

Ah Ma

AH MA'S PENG KUEH IS THE BEST!

It's been quite awhile since I last visited her.
She surprised me with her hand made Peng Kuehs!
When I was young she used to make many different kinds of kuehs for me to eat. I love her Peng Kueh and Ang Ku Kueh!

I think I am really really fortunate that she is still very much alive. She even told me that I can count on her whenever I want to eat some of her kuehs! She is over 80 already.. I think shes 82?

Kuehs were pretty much my childhood. HAHA!
This reminded me when I done my first semester project about her and her Peng Kuehs. Ahh how nostalgic..!